Lost in the green, no connection, no pulse, so it is impossible for you to reach me.
No sound in my mind, no thought in my heart, so reality and intelligence you can't teach me.
What have I truly given up on? I have yet to decide that factor. I let go of something only to know nothing of what it was. Feeling torn and broken every moment thereafter. Upset, each day I take twenty steps forward, I spend twenty five days taking ten steps backward.
With the wind blowing, the cool breeze and I have become best friends. Only because the love that I once knew has now become a stranger again.
More than ever I have become one, ALONE, connecting with self. On a meaningless journey by myself, wondering what happened to the existence of everyone else.
The sound of my faith that it will all return drowning in a blood bath...Letting it all wash away because I am exhausted of traveling on a useless path. Walking away, working on restoring my faith. Beginning a new path, for I have learned that in life you can never miss the things you've never truly had!!!