WHEN IT TOO LATE:
BY: SHARON REARDEN
CHAPTER ONE:
The Accident
“Why wasn’t I paying attention?” she said to herself.
Along were just some of the thoughts that ran through her mind as she stared out the big picture window watching the leaves as the wind blew threw through the trees.
These were the thoughts that ran through LaToyia’s mind when she finally recuperated from all the shit she had went through after finding out about his extramarital affair.
LaToyia, small framed, very petite with the look any man would kill for just to have him as his very own. Her hair just fitting to the shape of her face, slightly covering her eyes. Shoulders length black with reddish brown streaks in it. Her body looked like that of a twenty-five year old or just maybe a few years older. Piercing eyes of that of a Hawk that could see through the soul of any man or woman. Being fearless in all she does.
It wasn’t until after James died when LaToyia had realized and come to believe that the man she married was not in love with her the way that she had loved him.
Feeling betrayed was one thing to have to deal with, but to be betrayed and cheated on was something totally different. And the love he had shown her, he showed in a very strange way.
James, Dark, tall and handsome with a smile that caught a woman’s eye is one the thing that attracted her to him the moment they met, his athletic body.
Being married just three years, having had gone though the things she had went through, it’s a wonder that she stayed. she thought she had shown that she loved him although she couldn’t bare the way he was at times, demanding, wanting to control everything even when he’d be in another state, calling home telling her what to do over the phone, doing things his way no matter what anyone else thought or how they‘d feel.
Some would wonder why she stayed as long as she did. But now it was too late, to even tell him is what she thought as she sat staring out the window.
“Do you think I’ll ever get through any of this?” she asked her sister.
“I think you are going to do just fine, you’re a strong woman.” she said.
“Remember when he’d come home after being gone for a month or two, he‘d make it his point to walk around the house checking out rooms, closets, even windows, “Just think of the shit you had to put up with.” her sister replied.
Remembering her children, being afraid of him, not knowing how he’d act once he’d come home. Sometimes he screamed at them for having toys on the floor or if their rooms were messed up.
“You would think he has some sort of mental problem or something.”
LaToyia said.
And the thought of him being with another woman had never even crossed her mind.
“I wonder what he was thinking during the time he was seeing her?’ she had asked.
Still thinking of him being gone, LaToyia cried even more every time she thought of him having an affair. Or just being with another woman other than herself.
Although she had her sister Jen and her husband and of course her brother Bobby, Who never went home. But it just would never be the same to have James.
James had always thought that he was better than everyone else, but only by the material things he had bought and come to accomplish in his life which of course he did deserve. But there were some who just could not stand the sight of him at times.
Being that he was LaToyia’s husband, he was welcomed into the family by some, but not by all, especially when it came to LaToyia’s oldest brother Bobby, the one who hated him with a passion, he liked it better when his sister was with Carl., he had always wanted her to one day marry. But things didn’t exactly happen that way. He and Carl got along better, and had more in common.
And until this very day, no one knows why she broke up with Carl, why she one day just up and moved away without saying a word to anyone.
He had often told Bobby during many of their conversations over the phone, after she had married James
“The minute James did anything wrong he would kill him”. Carl had told Bobby.
LaToyia thought what Carl had said and thought it would one day come true. He did tell her on the day she was leaving he would have her back as his own.
James was a very insecure man who sometimes suspected LaToyia of cheating, he had always known of Carl and the relationship she had with him.
And in the very back of his mind he did feel like he had to compete with Carl although Carl was no where in her life and miles away, it’s not like he was able to just pop up at any time. There were times when she really wanted to cheat but never did. Although, the only man she would’ve cheated with was Carl.
And that would’ve been just to get back at James for anything wrong he might have done to her.
He would let him think what ever he wanted too; being that he was always away she understood why he thought those things of her so she would always let him think those things.
“As long as God knows that she being faithful to her husband,
The hell with what he thought”. She thought to herself.
He had thoughts of leaving him several times, whenever he would get on that page of her fooling around on him, but then she would think of what her mother once told her,
“That the one, who accuses the other, is the one who is doing the cheating.”
Although she never wanted to believe it, she knew just how careful James was, especially being in his truck and the fear of someone coming along and robbing him.
He knew that those women that ran around in those truck stops were good for setting up drivers up for being robbed. He always knew that there would be a man lurking around somewhere behind a truck somewhere.
With him being gone all the time, she never had any real proof. She had remembered the times when James had told her about the one woman he had in his past and how they had taken his money and dogged him out leaving him for dead. He swore he would never let another woman get that close ever again.
She sat back on the couch numbed not knowing what to say anyone as they walked through the house with saddened faces. Offering her their help, LaToyia would smile and say
“Thank You”.
James had just gotten killed, something she just couldn’t believe that her husband wasn‘t coming back home ever.
His mother Catherine was coming in from Texas just as soon as she could get to
Airport and get a flight. This is what she had told LaToyia after being told the new about James.
LaToyia couldn’t pull herself together enough to tell his daughter Patrice afraid of how she would react to this devastating news. She decided to let her sister Jen tell her about her father’s death, while LaToyia sat right next to her.
“Patrice, it’s about your father.” Jen said with downcast eyes.
“What is it? Is he alright? She asked nervously.
“No, there’s been an accident and he was killed.”
James’ daughter was the makings from a relationship he had many years ago. It turned out to be just a one night stand, she being the product of them both, giving them the opportunity to having a longtime daughter father relationship infact, Patrice had become closer to her father since she had lost her mother from drug addiction.
“Where is he? Can I see him?” She asked.
Neither LaToyia nor her sister would know exactly know how Patrice knew take the news of her father‘s death. Both were afraid she would lose it mentally due their closeness.
“As soon as you can, I’ll take you to see him.”
Finding it hard to get the thought out of her mind, remembering that knock on the front door.
Sitting and enjoying an evening movie; she could see shadows near the front door.
She walked over to the front door, opening it quickly to find two men dressed in suits standing there on the front porch.
It was two police detectives dressed in nice suites looking as if they were standing at attention waiting for their drill sergeant to tell them it was time for them to relax.
“May I help you?” She asked.
With her arms folded across her chest.
“Are you the wife of the James Johnson?”
The taller man asked, who was dressed in a real nice suit, he almost looked as though he was too good looking to be a cop.
“I’m Detective Burrows and this is my partner Detective Pete”.
“Yes Why? Is everything alright?” she asked, “where is James?”
Standing there with her arms folded across her chest, looking out past the detectives expecting to see James pulling up behind them.
“Is everything alright?
Just hoping it wouldn’t be any bad news.
“Mrs. Johnson, Does your husband driver for S &W Trucking Company?”
“Yes” she answered.
“We are afraid to inform you that your husband has been in an accident early this morning”,
the taller detective had said, “We‘re also sorry to tell you that he didn’t make it, he‘s been killed.”
LaToyia immediately fell to her knees on the ground screaming.
“Oh no!, my Husband” she screamed.
The two detectives both looked at each other with sadness in both their eyes.
“What happened?” she asked. “Can we sit and talk somewhere,” Detective Burrows had asked.
They both took her by her arms and leading her through the front door, sitting her down on the couch, she kept wiping the tears from her face, and she looked across the coffee table at both men waiting for one of them to speak.
“Well, we have received a call early this morning saying that there were gun shots that were fired at you Husbands truck, then an explosion.”, he had explained.
“His truck overturned and caught fire bursting into flames almost immediately.” he was silent for a moment.
“We are investigating this matter as a Homicide as this time.”
“What do you mean as a homicide? Are you telling me my husband was killed?”
LaToyia, being in state of dismay, didn’t want to believe any of this, but after sitting quietly, she blurted out.
“There was an explosion? That meant he was burned right?”
“Yes ma’am, we’re afraid to tell you but, he was badly burned,
We will need you to identify the body, down at the city morgue.”
“I really don’t know if I’m up to that, are you sure it’s him?”
“Yes we have confirmation through his company.”
The looks on their faces let LaToyia know that it was no accident that this has happened. “An Explosion!” she exclaimed. “What the hell happened? What! Who, Where?” she asked
“Did someone do this?, are you looking for the person?
Has anyone seen who did this?”
“We aren’t too sure right now.” Detective burrows had answered.
“What do you mean you’re not sure?”
“There are many questions we have and barely any answers, we are hoping you might help.”
“Did your husband have any enemies that might want to hurt him?”
“No”. She answered.
“My husband had many friends”. “I can’t think of anyone who would want to hurt James, He was a good man, no enemies at all“.
“I can’t believe that this is happening.” she said while crying.
“We will, and that’s what we are doing”.
“When did you last see your husband?”
“It’s been a week, but we talk all the time, he calls all the time to check on me and the kids”.
“I’ve been calling his cell phone all day, but I thought he was maybe asleep, I know when he doesn’t answer is because he’s asleep”.
“So you haven’t spoken to him all day?” He had asked while staring her straight in her eyes, as if waiting to find a lie somewhere.
“Is that what you’re telling us Mrs. Johnson?”
Detective Burrows had asked suspiciously
“Yes, that’s what I’m saying, I know my husbands routine”.
“Whenever he is asleep he doesn’t answer his phone”.
“I last spoke to him last night. It was early, we didn’t talk long, he had told me he was tired and needed some sleep.” He told me that today he would be in Texas to do his delivery, said he would give me a call then, I’ve been calling him all day and have not gotten an answer”.
She looked at them both with tears in her eyes.